Wednesday, May 31, 2006
yest study esa till 4 ten slp...wanted to wake up at 430, bt cannt make it... really tired... ten 2dae morn nearly overslp...
2dae all e time spent at sch is to study esa... bt lucky i study kwok part first cause his part is veri easy to score so i can pass la...
tml gt osrm test ten fri gt bia quiz... ten is term break le... looking forward to e term break cause i m really tired... bt time pass really fast... it seem like it is yest tt i gt into this new class... six sk has pass n this is wk 7 ...sian diao...
pls don make me do something I don like... I really hate it when e decision does not favour me...
I am really emotionally tired... I don wan this feeling to continue...
what have I done wrong to make you angry?
what should I do to make u happy?
I really hate myself...
I hope that all these is a big joke...
♥ My world is turning for YOU.
6:39 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
2dae plan to study esa...bt did nt make it cause slp throu out e whole afternn ten wake up n eat ten went shopping...hahaha....jst return home....went to buy a new bag...hahah....
tink later ten start to study esa ba....
these few dae feeling weird weird one... mayb is because of something big going to happen ba...don noe la... better be something good or else i really no mood to go chalet..
♥ My world is turning for YOU.
10:36 PM
change e blogskin liao... long time did nt change.. hope tt everything will change for e best frm nw on...
these few wk, my mother keep nagging at me abt my health...keep saying y my face change alot these few wk... really gt change meh? ten even my cousin oso sae so... sae y my face colour change so much? i did nt notice... she sae one dae need to go to check... bt nw where gt time... mayb after wk 7 ba... nw buzi like shit...
mayb is too stress over sch work ba...so did nt notice...or something else tt i did nt pay attention to?
these few daes keep tinking of a christian name... tink of many...bt finally settle on Matthew...hw i gt to this name i oso don noe...
i tink frm nw on i onli gt time to blog once every wk le ba... test n report r coming up so i really cannt find time to blog regularly...
pls don let this to be a big joke
♥ My world is turning for YOU.
1:00 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
has been one wk since i blog...well this wk is e most hectic in sp life... need to settle so many things...two quiz, 1 formal report....have bia n corrosion sci qniz this wk...
bia still ok bt corrosion sci i tink can sae is border line case....cause i did many mistake...i really don understand wt e notes is abt...hope don do too badly can liao...
then e esa formal report...i must really pray tt e panda don notice tt i did nt copy frm senior report.... i tink i almost copy 50%... bt i really spend many time to rush it out...slp 45 min on thurs onli.... so tt dae went to sch like a zombie...haha....
next wk is wk 7 le... time in sch really flies...wk 8 is holidae liao...so jst need to bear for one more wk can liao...bt next wk gt three quiz coming up... n all e quiz is veri veri long chapter.. don noe hw to cope...
even thou gt three wk break bt i still gt 4 formal report n two quiz after e break....damm sian... don noe y sp give us so much stress...
co4 is chalet which is organize by me n shimin... haha...first time organize chalet...bt e response is veri good... need some help frm mr ho to settle e food...hahah... bt we r going to have a veri "fun" chalet... ppl of o7 pls be ensure tt cause we r going to play some games...lol...so bring some more clothes...
yest tok to mei while shopping... ask her some qns... wt she reply make me tink alot... wt she sae is true... i need to tink abt it b4 i do anything... i oso need somre help on some matter tt i cannt settle....
i wish all this is not a joke
♥ My world is turning for YOU.
10:15 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
did nt went to sch on thurs cause i was damm sick so skip sch o rest at home or else i will die .....
gt a lot of catch up to do cause quiz is coming....omg ....gt so many quiz in e 2 following wks....shit man i still hvent start to finish ....still gt esa formal rpt still hvent do yet.....
this few wk veri stress up....all e lecturers all like siao one all wan to finish e modules b4 e term break...teach at break neck speed....don noe go so fast for wt... gt prize for finishing modules in record time meh?
till nw i still hvent start my engine...nw still veri slack...don feel like studying....sian....
ten i oso gt many movie tt i wan to go n watch...bt i don hve e time n $ to go....everywk almost overspend...don noe y?
mayb because of all this stress, i suddenly started to hve mood swing... sori to shi min for throwing my anger at u.... my mood swing start very fast n end veri fast... don noe y... mayb is because i don like some of the lecturers so i will hve mood swing at their lesson ba....
next wk still need to chiong... bt at least e 3 wk break is coming ba....i really need tt break to rest myslef...
♥ My world is turning for YOU.
10:59 AM
Monday, May 15, 2006
2dae i damm high... don noe y... bt i feeling veri sick... flu n cough 2gether... must gt well soon... all e big n small quiz is coming soon... ten still gt formal rpt to hand up... i don wan to remain sick cause when i fall sick i will take a long time to recover...
i hear some veri good news... bt i regret tt some things tt i did nt do...
if u wan to ask me abt my personal life, i will nt tell u cause i don wan to sae out....
♥ My world is turning for YOU.
10:21 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
this wk still cannt gt high... don noe y... this few daes feeling quite low... don noe wt happen... don noe izzit because of stress or because of something else... don noe wt is bothering me la... hope to gt over this asap...
feel veri tired these few daes... don noe izzit because i m low or because i m really tired...
plan to buy a hp soon... after looking after all webbie, i decide to buy 3250 or N80... hope tt my dream can come soon...
♥ My world is turning for YOU.
9:10 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
2dae is onli tues bt i feel veri tired liao...don noe y... two more wk to hve my first quiz... i don feel like to take it... i really hate my timetable... everydae made me so tired... if i can change my timetable i will change it... sian ar...
i must gt high this wk or else i cannt learn anything...
tml i hve a five hrs break...don noe wan to do wt... watch anime? or play games?
♥ My world is turning for YOU.
7:45 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
these few daes i was sick of some stupid lecturers tt don noe hw to pronounce my name.... decide to gt a christian name....bt still don noe wt to gt...anyone gt any suggestion?
♥ My world is turning for YOU.
9:46 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
recently i m veri gulity of something.....this is something tt i don wan to do cause it will hurt two ppl.... i really need sometime to think over it or else the whole situation will turn for the worse which is i don wan to c.....
i don really wish to hurt anyppl..... i don like to hurt others, cause it is really painful to hurt others..... i don like to c other ppl to be in pain....
i finally gt a feel of a yr2 life....everydae is damm busy n packed.....lucky nw is onli the start of term so nt so bad....
thurs went to c cao ge concert with noob n others... heng someone went to q early or else need to sit on e floor....stupid spsu....give out more ten e ticket more ten e seat available......saw yx, yh, jx n yy oso in e q.... ask them to cut e q bt they don wan....too bad lor....bt e concert nt bad...listen to him singing 5 or 6 songs frm his album.....
yest, plan to watch mi3 with noob n the rest....bt did nt make it....in the end we went to lib to play....haha.....hve alot of fun in e lib....seven guys sit arnd tok cock n jokes arnd...siao andy don noe hw he drink.....spit water on himself.....ten he video taped the six of us.... in the end we r in "sp tammy video"...hahah.....damm funny lor e video....
this few daes spend my time to watch da chang jin....gt e vcd frm cousin....nw watch till 65 liao... i was really touch by e love shown to chang jin frm min zheng hao....li yin ai is damm chio n n cute....i really sad by hw cui mamani ( korean for shuang gong) die....
i will try nt to hurt u...bt i cannt promise tt....i really don wan to hurt u....cause i don wan u to b sad....
♥ My world is turning for YOU.
7:24 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
i reliase tt i cannt keep up with e progress of e lecture...wt e lecturers r teaching i always don noe...haizzz....don like this feeling....made me feel veri stupid....
i hve this feeling of giving up everything i hve to run away frm reality.... i do like e feeling of being left behind.....
i hve something tt i don dare to sae cause i afraid e same things will happen again.....
♥ My world is turning for YOU.
12:44 AM
