Tuesday, January 17, 2006
2dae veri suay.....in sch rushing e cd report....halfway, gt logoff by e com.....damm sian....spend almost 1 hr to do it....forgt to save a copy of it. ten piss off lor, somemore is to be hand up 2dae.....damm sian....went to class without e report.....lucky pt sae nt 2dae hand up.....2dae is cd presentation....well nothing special expect all e pic ba....cause all e thing my grp is going to talk is being said by selina n yy's grp...ten we r e last grp to present....so oso don noe wt to talk....lucky gt pic slide or else my grp will die.....ten meet e new cher for crs....nt bad la....ten inform by her tt this thurs going to hve crs presentation.....well try to delay it cause tis fri hve a veri diff test. bt she is nt free when we r free. ten she sae she is going to be soft on e grp tt is presenting tis thur...suddenly all grp seem to be willing to present....lol....tml going to hve gems presentation.....well e slide is nt completed by mi n is a veri veri last min wk...so cannt complain la...bt is veri well done....thks meng chee for giving her time to help us to compile all e 5 essay...noe is nt a simple job cause all 5 write different thing, so is a veri difficult job....bt thks anyway......tml going to have aee mock test....can sae tt is going to fail la cause did nt listen in lecture.....hope don fail too badly ba cause will rock my confidence for fri test......till nw still hvent prepare yet....may god bless mi with tml paper....."Love is an exploding cigar we willingly smoke."
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8:46 PM
Monday, January 16, 2006
yestdae too occupied with gems essay....so did nt post....did nt do much during e wkend....onli complete some tutorials......still gt some presentation still hvent complete....so tis wk is going to b choing choing choing......2dae is e first dae to register for my option....bt still hvent made up e third n fourth choice, so tink going to tink again......well 2dae gym n baiyu ask something mi something tt i don wan to ans....pls next time don ask abt it liao....cause no matter hw u ask, i will nt tell u.......cause onli veri few noe abt it.......even cs n wen jie n boss oso don noe....so don ask liao........
well tml going to hve my cd presentation liao....hope it will turn out well cause i really dislike n scared of presentation.....recently, frens arnd mi r being dumped......feel sad for them.....bt i gt no rights to sae them......hope tt dey will b hapi ba....don b so sad, my frens....there r much more tink to do in life.....lol......... .....In the absence of love, there is nothing worth fighting for.....
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8:57 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
well nothing much happen 2dae except completing my cd essay....crap alot abt e cd essay....ask mi to give advise to others when i need advise e most...wtf....oso cppa experi complete liao....at least gt sometime for play....bt still gt some little little part nt done yet....find e whole bk still don noe whre is e eqn tt i wan....tml need to complete my gems essay....nver in my whole life require mi to do so many essay in one wk....next wk will b more buzi cause gt three presentation coming up n one test tt i hated most....aee....damm sian...tink this time going to fail liao......cause did nt listen in her lecture........ten still gt mip presentation need to complete it....gt buzier n buzier.....hope to find sometime to talk to someone abt some veri veri impt things.......two more dae i hve to choose my option liao....made up my first choice liao, bt still gt e second n third choice nt confirm yet.....tink need to toss coin ba....lol......really hope tt someone will give mi some advise on wt shld i choose.....few more daes is going to b cny....n i hvent go n buy clothes.....veri siannnnn......ten after cny still gt test n more test.....few more wk later is going to b exam liao...tis cny is going to b veri veri buzi....give up.....totally give up......hope to tt everyone arnd mi is happi..........don b like mi.......
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11:06 PM
Friday, January 13, 2006
nothing to write to dae.....lol......
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11:34 PM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
went to sch tis morn still feeling e effect of e rumour.....damm sian.....reach sch planning onli to do e presentation till halfway.....bt we gt chee wee in our grp...so he settle e slide on his own...while i jst need to put e pic in place.....thks chee wee.....ten gt inform tt thre will b no cppa lesson....wtf....ten i onli go for sch for a one hr lesson.....sux.....bt don noe is e heaven pity mi or wt....let wen jie find an article tt is veri veri veri useful to our crs presentation.....can sae tt we can copy e whole article into e slides.....hahahaha.....ten after e lesson, chee wee tell mi to stay bac to do mip presentationzzz.....at first don wan....bt ten remember tt later gt chi lesson n we cannt skip it......ten no choice lor....hve to stay bac .....bt oso hve a great time doing e slide, cause at least we r on e track to complete it.....ten during e chi lesson, learnt tt we r going to hve a debate.....well e first debate look like tt both grp r going to hve a fight sooner or later....voice keep raising n don noe wt r each person saying......bt e way dey debate is veri funni.....ten it is our grp turn....e topic my grp is given is damm difficult....bt lucky my grp manage to turn it arnd.....
on e way home, talk to shi min abt e rumour......well i gt nothing to sae cause later u all sae tt i m shting someone on my blog again....haizzz.......
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9:56 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
damm sux....yest don noe wtf happen....my hse de electri gt cut off....i wan halfway watching soccer...damm it....anyway.. i was going to slp liao so made no diff....lol....well 2dae lot of things happen.....2dae discovered tt yong xiang is suffering frm short term memory.....he could nt remember wt happen jst few hrs ago....tink he gt too much thing ti remember liao.....ten noe tt my gem cher is a crap queen...she can talk n talk nonstop for 2 hrs....cannt stand her....after gems, went for e stupid industral visit....went to NEwater plant.....damm stupid....don noe wt to sae abt sp....waste my time at there......n e guide keep telling us veri veri veri lame n stupid jokes....tink he long time did nt gt beaten liao....n e virtual guide keep saying fantastic.....damm sian......however my whole mood was affected cause someone told mi something tt i find it veri veri veri veri veri veri shocking, displsing n made mi veri veri angry.........well guys i hope to gt tis veri clear....i did nt or even try to shoot someone i noe b4 in my blog......i m nt biased against someone tt i noe......pls pls gt tis veri veri clear....cause i don wan to lose a fren because of all e rumours......tis made mi veri veri angry....... i did nt push e blame of wt happen to mi on others....
haizzzz....well after e visit...decide to went shopping with shi min, wen jie n xin yu to calm down.....decide to shop at tm.....we shop at tm n this fashion for 1 n half hrs....bt i did nt buy anything....lol....bt i saw some clothes tt i like....bt i going to go with my parents so tt i don need to spend my money.....hahah.......it has been a long time since i went window shopping...take it as a reward for myself for wking so hard......went home after tt....bt i wait for 25 min n ee damm bus did nt come.....damm f**k up.....walk home frm there.....bt on e way home keep tinking of the incident......gt angry n more angry.....well i admit tt i m a straightforward guy....i may hurt u with my words, bt wt i sae is frm e bottom of my heart....i don like to keep thing.....i m nt like those guy whre dey shld remind u bt decide to keep numb.....sori if i hurt u.....u can remind mi if i hurt u ......cause i don like tis type of pple.......
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8:58 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
thks selina for talking with mi till soooooooooooo late......hve a great time talking to u.....hope i can live my life to e fullest frm nw.......i will tink over e advise u give mi....thks alot for e advise.... ur words made mi realise tt i shld tink carefully abt e decisions tt i going to make.....hope tt i can really made a clever move tt i will nt regret.......u oso made mi realise hw stupid n foolish i m.....i really apprec. for e advise u give....hope u will oso tink abt e advise i give u.....tink over e qns i ask u.... hope tt e ans will made u realise wt u really wan to achieve in life.....
well i tink my com is a gonecase liao....tink need to send my com to repair liao.....damm it.....sian...cannt use com for few daes.....tml gt industral visit....hope tt everything will go well tml.....
i feel too tired to continue..... i give up.........
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9:28 PM
Monday, January 09, 2006
sux sux sux sux sux.... everything is against mi......i really hope tt i cannt c all those thing tt happen arnd mi....i really don wan to care wtf is happen arnd mi....i really going to reach my limit.....i really don tink i can hold it any longer.....i really need to find a way to vent out all my anger....guys if u find mi in a bad mood, don disturb mi...or else i don noe wt will happen.....feeling more n more tired.....too much committment liao...really wan to let go something......bt don noe wt to let go....really hope tt someone can give mi some advise........haizzz, few more dae to cny bt i still gt many presentation n test coming up....sp jst sux....i......
in other ppl eyes i m b strong, bt i really need some care frm you......
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8:18 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
well tis wkend can sae is wasted....stay at home do almost nothing....bt at least complete my mip report.....well tink is a gd wkend ba....bt com tio trojan horse....sianzzzz.....tink need to send it to repair again liao....sianzzz....spend to much on e com liao......well tis wk is going to end n i can sae tt e first wk of 2006 is up n down for mi.....hmm tink need to look my life in the other way ba....hope tt next wk will b a good one for mi...hope tt nothing big will happen....
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10:58 PM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
well, 2dae take e aee prac test.....will nt do badly....bt tis is thks to ms claire....she told mi tt i draw e wrong circuit...or else i will hapily do in e wrong way......gt bac ap chem paper....can sae is good la, bt is nothing compare to wt other gt lor....well,2dae meet with mr ting to ask him abt e option....abt e meeting, i finally can confirm where i wan to go liao.....
ten went to tt stupid dinner......don noe y all tis big company like to hve tis type of stupid annual dinner.....well went there n i do nothing......jst went there to eat n eat.....saw wt alcohol can do to a grown up......e mc is suck.....did nt attract e interest of us....onli wan us to shout n shout....ten dey invited a singer tt sae is e next big thing in singapore....well after listening to her singing, i can sae tt she can go n die liao....who do she tink she is....tanya chua....well she is nothing bt a lump of shit....she sing off tune n all she can do during her performance is walk here n walk there ...tt all she can do.....don even noe wtf is she singing......halfway during e games....one of e person performance strip tease on the stage....well he did nt strip to his underwear la....bt he take off his shirt....lol....well e food is nice....bt e service standard is suck....hve to wait veri long b4 someone serve us....ten somemore e dinner start at 9...end arnd 1130....stupid....reach home arnd 12....stupid...don noe y all grown up like to attend tis type of dinner.....haizzzz......
if u don like wt i did, pls tell mi...don let mi keep guessing y u r doing tis....it made mi more scared n more tired.......it will nt change anything...tink will onli made thing worse ten nw......hope tt u can talk to mi
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12:32 AM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
well nothing special 2dae.....jst e same routine...going to sch...study,study n study.......gt bac my cppa paper.....althou is a good result, bt i don feel hapi abt it......well can sae tt tis is e first good happening in 2006.....tml going to take ae e practical test....don feel veri well with it.....tink i nt going to perform veri well....ten tml take bac ap chem test paper.....after hearing shi min sae tt mr ting sae our class still gt failure...damm sad....e test is quite easy.....hope tt i can improve frm e last test which is veri disappointed....ten tml meeting mr ting abt e option.....hope tt my choice will b clearer....cause nw still don noe wt to take.....ten jst nw my father tell mi tt tml i going with him to a dinner....is a business dinner...wtf...hate tis kind of dinner....cause at there is all those uncle talking abt business, while i will sitting like a fool at there.....haizzzz.......
if u r nt hapi with mi, jst tell mi. i will change for you....if u feel u r nt impt, i will place u first in my heart....if u r annoy by mi, i will change ur mood....pls stop avoiding mi....i don wan to lose u
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11:16 PM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
noticed tt first few daes in 2006 did nt pass as wt i wan...this few daes is veri suay for mi.....feel tt during tis few daes is e lowest point in my life....feel tt there is nothing tt is meaningful in life......hve a quick reflect on the past 16 yrs of my life.....discovered tt i did nt accomplised anything in my whole life.....tink my whole life is a waste.....feel veri moody n veri tired to 2dae.....don noe wt happen to my whole life.....seem to spin arnd one person....n tt is nt mi.....so is veri tired.....life seem to change since tt person come into my life.....don noe is good or bad.....want to hve a veri long break frm sch...bt tt is nt possible....want to escape frm tt person, bt is nt possible. wan to share with frenzz, bt he betray mi......don noe who to trust who nt to trust........nw i noe y adult don wan to grow up....cause child don have trouble.....readli wish tt i did nt grow up, cause there are too many trouble to solve
if i m trouble, who should i look for????? if i m sad, who should i talk to?????
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9:04 PM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
discover tt recently tt my mood change veri fast.....like tis morn gt pissed off by tt stupid spammer.....kuku....leave stupid comments.... hate u....ten on way to sp....saw one young kuku....did nt give seat to a old lady....ten a old man give her his seat....damm kuku.....don noe his parent gt teach him or nt.....hve a ap chem test 2dae.....quite easy la....tink can do well.....after tt mood affected by one incidentzzz.....feel sad on e train......don noe y mood change so fast...tink cause grow up liao ba.....haizzzz.....going 2 made choice on my option liao....wan mom to c pt...cause oso don noe wt to choose......tml still gt sch.....recently, tinking of giving up......feel veri tired....tied down by family committment, sch work, and frenzzz......damm tired.....need to juggle between all tis.....veri things seem to b against mi......sch result gt worse n worse.....paarents don understand wt i m going throu at sch.....haizzzz......no mood liao.....
if u r troubled n wan to talk to someone, i will b there for u .......i will nt force u to made any decision.....cause i oso veri tired to ask again.......
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8:39 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
yeah...its 2006.....new yr, new way of living....yestdae don noe who sms my hse phone at 3 n 4 am....siao one la...u don need to slp, i need la....pls don try tis again....i hate to wake up at midnite to listen to some unknown calls....pls don own up if u did it...cause i will kill u..lol...bt any way thks this don noe who cause u send mi new yr greetings....2dae oso did noting, slack arnd e whole dae.....lol.....ten remember tt i still hve a eassy tt i hvent write....eassy is ok...bt need to write in chi......haizzzz, big trouble....bt gt sis to help mi.....finally complete my chi eassy.....wrote abt crap....tml is e last dae b4 sch start.....haizzzzz.....feel tt tis holidae is like noting.....did nt hve a rest at all.....keep rushing report n homewk.....ten sch reopen still gt a test....damm sian.....tink tml ten start to revise la....cause is quite easy la.....hehe....tis term tink cannt pay anymore liao.....going to chiong all e way to feb liao...tis term is make or break term.....will decide which option i go.....lol....anyway..2dae is e first dae of 2006, so new start to my life ba.....bye.....
all human made mistakes......bt whether e mistake is serious or nt depend on others.....so don dwell on tings tt happen in e past....
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10:47 PM
in 2005 quite a lot of thing happen n one big change happen in 2005. the biggest change is i study in sp .....is totally different frm sec sch...life in sp seem to pass veri fast....it has been mths since i enter sp...bt it is onli like daes....mayb is because in sp play alot....so time seem to pass veri fast....tis yr i oso receive my olvl result....nt bad...at least can enter a jc....try to go in bt too bad...dey don accept...don noe y....bt at least i try three mth of jc lifestyle n find it is nt suitable for mi...too stress out....seem like there is no life at there....bt nt bad at least gt noe to some fren at thre...like jimmy, heng yong, shao mei n others.....bunch of funni n easy gt going frenzzz....bt part with them after few mth...quite miss them....ten is my sec frenzzz....long time no c liao....lost some of their contact cause lost hp....ten did nt ask frm them.....ten gt to noe new frenzzzz at sp.....boss, weng,cs, xin yu, yu ying, air con, yun har n others...sori tt i did nt mention ur name....bt i m veri glad to noe all of u .....make some wrong decision oso......which i don like to mention.....sori to those tt i offended....veri sori....oso made a big move tt i never did it b4.....sori to tt person if u r offended..veri sori....pls stop avoiding mi...pls....well all had past is past, i oso cannt do anyting liao....
as for my hopes in 2006, hope to gt good result in poly so tt i can enter e option tt i wan....oso hope to hve a veri long holidaes......hope to change my hp again la....cause nt too please with e current one....hope tt i will nt b so blur tings....oso hope to slim down cause ns is coming......omg is onli 2 more yrs onli.....oso hope tt tt person tt avoid mi, pls stop avoid mi la...pls...i readli hope tt we can b bac to e same la....oso hope tt my parents will give mi more allowances....anyway hope to noe more frens in 2006...n wish all hve a hapi new yr n good luck in everyting u do........
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12:42 AM
