my life

Changing of addresses

2008-06-08T03:11:00.001+08:00

Moved to wordpress le. hope to see you there

http://xixun.wordpress.com/

Overall view of recent matter

2007-07-14T12:00:00.000+08:00

recently i am very buzy with those matters around me and these matters are not what i wanted in the first place.

booked my PT test date le. is on the 21st of nov. still got some time till the test date. so i am going to take my time for my practical lesson. and speaking of practical lesson, long time did not have it le. hope the instructor won't forget me. haha..

hmm.. test is coming thick and fast. When i expect that this week u can relax, u have to prepare for next week's test. To me, the test seems to be lining up themselves. week after week, the tests cant seem to stop. like there is endless tests for me.

right now, i am working on the case studies of DTN. don know why we have to take dtn when it does concern abt our studies. haha. sp system is really bo liao. spend so much money to study some things that we are nt going to use in the future. dotz.

2007-06-10T13:56:00.002+08:00

HAIZ...

2007-06-10T13:56:00.001+08:00

HAIZ...

2007-05-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. here i go updating on wt happening to me recently. so many thing happened recently. haiz. gt happy de and gt sad de. those sad de i won sae it de. well hapi de jiu shi i pass my btt le. this fri goin to take my first prac lesson. hope tt nth will go wrong. wahaha.

Again, sp is trying out the elearning program. Its a very useless program. the students won go n read throu wt they are teaching and the system is very very lag. Its a waste of the students time onli. don noe hw come the ppl high up there wan to do such things to torture the students? is it because of outsourcing? haha.

Hmmm. Think this elearning wk has make mi even buzier than normal school daes. 2 formal rpts, one quiz and the elearning assigments. Its so useless.

Enough of complaining abt the elearning le. well its time that we shld let go of something le. Things that we are not supposed to hang on shld let go le. Stop bothering abt all those things le.
Rmb, look on the bright side of life. Life is greater when u forgt abt those unhapi n frustrating matter. We shld rmb the hapi times. Rite?

Hmm, ppl shldnt anyhw sae things that will cause other ppl to gt into trouble. Haiz.

2007-05-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

Listen up everyone, I hereby seriously said that pris and me are not together. So don't think that we are already together le. We are just friends. Thanks for everyone concerns.

2007-05-01T20:11:00.000+08:00

long time since i blog le. School has started for 3 weeks le. as usual my target for this same is to improve on last sem de result. very disappointed with last sem result. since school started, there is alot of troubles waiting for me in school. But everythings is settle le. our friendship has come back le. well now must conc on my studies le.

2007-04-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

yeah one more wk to go before sch start. hmm. my itp is getting more n more slack. haha.

2007-03-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

went to IMM to have lunch at Secret Recipes. Hmm the food at there nt bad. The price also ok la. But the service at there is very slow.

Now at school very boring. already completed the assignment that we shld handed up. so now is wait for WTO's reply.

I really miss my sec sch class. is so easy to fit into the class. Don't need to care about so many things. do what i wan with my friends, talk what i wan with them. i sort of miss my NCC daes. Now when i saw those guys wearing army uniform, i always think about the days in NCC. It so fun during sec sch.

When the time is right again..

Life with friends = smooth sailing

Life with close friends = Ups n Downs

2007-03-16T16:38:00.000+08:00

It has been one month since i blogged. Ever since that day i blogged, i practically sleep when i reach home. everytime reach home so tired. Don't know is because smell too much chemical will make you sleepy? Haha. I start work at 9 and finish work at 530, should be energtic after work. But i am very tired after work everyday. Think smelling too much fragrance will take your energy away. another problem with fragrance is that the smell will stick on to you the whole day. I hate the smell on my body after work. Others think that it is nice, but I think it is the worst.

What i do for the first week is basically wrong. The first two day was having lecture on perfume by Ms Tong. We also get to smell the different type of fragrance. However, trouble start after the lecture. Everything that we compound went wrong. Either the smell is too weird or too stink. Then we also get rejected by Ms Tong because the raw material that we add is too much or too expensive.

From the second week onward till the third week, we are doing compounding. Compound till i sian. Sorry that i show black face during these few weeks, but is very sian that the 'perfume' that you make did not come out the way you want. However because cf, kluh and pris visit us, the laughter that they bought with them reduce the pressure.

Hmm..

Last week and this week, I am doing big scale survey. Singapore poly is so big, but i cannot find a damm soul to carry out all the survey. In the end, bo bian go and find those going to appeal their jae result for the result. so many things happened during the survey. Arguements, black faces, laughter. everything that you can imagine.

However, we settle on three perfumes to present to WTO ( world toliet organisation). Yesterday my group then get to know that we have to present today. The time limit is so short, less then 12 hours. so yesterday i practically work on the slide show till 130am. Then today is the big day. Carry out two trial run with Ms Tong. Totally hate my presentation skills. Don't know why my presentation skills did not improve at all in poly.

Then the final moment arrived. we met our sponser, Mr Jack Sim. a friendly guy. he totally made you feel relaxed when he is around. So overall, the presentation is still a success. Now is waiting for WTO to select at least one perfume that we came up, then we can finally relax le. hehe.

Giving up is not an option.

2007-02-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

hey, today is the first day of my itp. told u guys before le. doin my itp with selina, jessie and jennifer. hmm. did nt start at 9am as inform. arnd 10 ten finally start first day at work.

well, did nt really expect the itp to b so slack. did nt even need to read tons of notes to start the dae. jst hve a small lecture ten continue to smell all the fragrance le. haha. like the pace of the work. tml goin to hve second dae le, hope will b e same as today.

sometime i really don noe wt am i doing, do u?

2007-02-10T13:55:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. finally the exam are really really over.. don need to stay awake till 4 plus to study ten slp for one hrs jiu wake up to go to sch again.. or worse don slp thro the whole nite just to study for the paper.. wahaha.. nw really can slp the whole dae without worrying abt studies le..

last thurs aft the paper, went to 2 place for sight seeing.. walk till my leg pain. walk throu out the whole queens n bugis. bt fun sia. long time did nt went to those place le. saw some shoes that i really like. nxt time must drag my parents to go there so i can use their money to pay. hehe.

hmm. my itp start on mon. veri fast. like no break to rest aft the exam. bt i end earlier. wahaha. so is quite fair ba. hehe.

hmm. will receive our result durin the itp. veri sian. won repeat any module bt don noe whether is good result or bad result. see 7 of march ba.

2007-01-25T22:37:00.000+08:00

this is my 100th post le.. Yeah.. haha..

well next wk is the first wk of exam le.. I hvent started to pick up my pace on studies.. nw still at the same pace as before. Snail speed. hehe..

think this wk end really need to pick up my pace le.. or else my target will go down the drain..

2007-01-19T14:14:00.000+08:00

long time did nt update my blog le. more than 15 daes did nt update le. cause these few wks hve been very buzi with school tests. jst finished my gems test. think will likely to fail ba. wahaha. did nt really study at all for the quiz. hand up in record time. 10 min jiu hand up le.. haha. the lecturer showed some video clips to lighten the students up.. damm funny. haha.

took back cep n ttec test papers. quite disappointed with the result. nw need chiong for exams le. bt next wed still gt ttec test paper. tt one more stress. decide whether is A or B for the module. haiz.. two wks later jiu exam le.. this time de exam quite spaced out. 4 papers in 12 daes. like playing soccer match. play one daes rest two daes. bt the resting period like need to go for training. haha.

well my itp is out. doin my itp in school. heng my LO is jessie tong. a very good lecturer.

2006-12-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Few more minutes and we are on our way to 2007. As always, I am here to do a review for 2006. Well just now saw my post count stand at 97. it took me one year plus to wrote 97 posts.

Well there were quite many things that happened in 2006. Firstly, i got into the option that i wanted and because of the separation, i was separated from yx, wj and many more. But I am still with cf, kluh, sm, selina, jen and hw. So not bad. Then when the school reopen for the second year, i get to know a new bunch of fun-loving friends. All these include jason, xl, cy, liming, pris and the list continued on... haha..

However, i discovered that my result keep deproving as the sem goes on. Think i have been doing things that affect my studies. I really need to buck up on my studies or else i cannot keep my promise to someone. Few highs and many lows in school this year. As promised, i will washed my hands off the matter in the class. So next time when is somethings concerning about the class, i will keep my head off.

Enough of the matters at school. Now about my family matters. similar. So many stressful things happened this year. how come my whole year is so stressful.. haha..

Here is my wishes for 2007:

1. good results
2. Good health for everyone
3. Learn piano
4. everythings goes according to my plan
5. New changes to my life
6. More wishes.. haha..

So now i wish everyone happy 2007..

2006-12-27T00:48:00.000+08:00

ever wonder y when u feel like ur life is down, there is no one beside u to help u? cause this is the nature of life. god is trying to test whether an individual can handle all the stress by him/herself. when one cannot find a solution to solve the problem, he/she can only try to blame it on others.

Ever wonder y when u cannot solve the problem, u will hide it and not solve it. and it will get worse.

Ever wonder y when u try to solve the problem, it is already at a worse state? solvin it will make it worse.

Why doesn't people wan to prevent the problems from happening and wait till it happen ten they decided to solve it? Ever wonder y that I m gaining distance from you all?

Find it familiar?

Shld b ba.

Or else...

Well if all these could b prevented, ten it shouldn't happened.

If YOU really don get what i m saying, ten i really gt nothing to say except life is still long.

2006-12-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

yeah it finally xmas le.. next wk is new year.. haiz is so fast tt one yr is goin to end le.. tt mean in a few more daes i goin to do a review for this yr le.. haha.. it is my practise to hve a review for the whole yr.. well hve been buzi these few wks.. prepared for tests n more tests.. suddenly i felt tt my life is onli tests n tests.. quite stress up during the last few wks b4 the holi.. well there is no plan for ny cause i m goin to hve my perfume presentation soon le.. few more daes b4 the presentation..

is hapi tt you are with someone all the time.. u don noe the real meaning of bein lonely.. did i write crap?

yeah shld b ba.. haha..

2006-12-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

long time did nt blog le.. nw ten gt the time n energy to blog.. my new attitude towards life: wash my hands off everythings... don bother le.. i m nt goin to listen n talk abt anything le.. wt u guys wan to do is nt my concern le..

2006-11-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

long time since i blog le.. so many things happen during this period.. some happy and some sad memory but sad memory are more.. firstly i fail my cep test.. the paper was the lowest score i gt in sp.. bt tt is nothing.. i really don wan to tok abt other things le.. rite nw my heart is as heavy as a stone.. so many burdens are on mi.. althou i shld b relax rite nw, bt some how i jst cannt find the energy to b hapi.. haiz..

bt don worry i will stand up de.. i will grow strong de..

2006-11-07T15:13:00.000+08:00

this wk is elearning wk... so sian... don noe y everytime complain to sp also no use de... elearning is a waste of time n a stupid system... elearning onli made us more n more buzi... assigment, quizzes, formal rpt, datasht n more n more...

the worst dream in my life had happen 2dae... my bracket had fallen out... arrgg... ten tml need to go bac to see the dentist again... so suay...

yest went to ice skate... the 12 of us... as usual, there will be some problems with the money... bt nvm la... as long as hve fun is all ok... so guys don bother to ask mi with did nt pay...

2006-11-04T13:51:00.000+08:00

我曾深刻体会
对爱感到胆怯
还好有懂我的你
给我安慰

看你失落的脸
又再为爱憔悴
我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈

眼角的泪
它给过谁
伤透了心
也无所谓
我会愿意
静静地
陪在你身边

如果说爱
已不可为
那我宁愿
藏心里面
其实我害怕会失去你的感觉

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决
没准备
跨越爱的界线

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
进与退
被爱包围
谁犯规
都狼狈
谁能解围
让一切完美

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
你和我
拥抱瞬间
不后悔
这暧昧
星光唯美
把爱放心里面

2006-11-04T13:32:00.000+08:00

change my blogskin again... cause 2dae nt working and nothing to do at hm so change the skin lor... haha...

well yest have dinner with mr ho and the rest... ended sch arnd 515.. so decide to walk frm suntec to bugis... haha... ten at bugis split up to do something... mi n jason n liming went to the arcade to play some games... ten liming said something tt was veri shocking... hmm think is bear bear said it out de... ten she overheard it... bt nvm la... ten we met up with others to eat... the 15 of us was playing like mad when eating... till i hve to apologise to other customers tt complain us tt we are too noisy... bt who care... ahaha...

2006-10-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

there are so many things waiting for mi to do... like cleaning my room, clearing up the mess i m in right now, sending my stupid handphone to repair, sending my laptop to repair, n more n more... how come i got so many things that i need to do right now?

cannot e bothered with other things rite now.. now putting my focus on two tings right now...

2006-10-28T00:06:00.000+08:00

I love you not because I need you, But I need you because I love you.

2006-10-27T19:15:00.000+08:00

ok, my hp sucks... it totally sucks... today my hp drop frm full bar to no batt in 10 seconds... ten when i start my hp again, it return to full bar again... damm siao de... ten during the qaas test, my hp don hve batt again... sian... bt today qaas test damm damm easy... 30 min finish n off i go... haha...

yest i had a weird dream.. dreamt tt my braces came out... i dreamt tt i was scared to death... bt lucky is onli a dream...

2006-10-21T00:32:00.000+08:00

has been more ten two wks since i last blog.. well sch is starting at a boring pace.. almost every lesson i feel like slping.. don noe is it because i m wokring or wt.. every lesson seems to b very boring..

2dae apply leave frm my supervisor for 2 wk cause test is coming in.. hope tt the test result will b wt i expect or else i will be kill by my parents.. haha..

gtting my pay soon.. this time round, i goin to spend it on clothes, bags, mp3 n shoes... ten the rest will b in the bank.. hope there will b some remaining.. haha..

taking a step at one time... don rush it...

2006-10-04T00:11:00.000+08:00

a long time since i last blog le.. has been working everydae since my bdae... so no time n no energy to blog.. well sch start le.. this is the second wk n i m still working.. don noe hw i can find all those energy to work n study at the same time... haha... bt i hvent on my engine... so i cannt concentrate fully in class... bt this is alway the case for mi since secondary sch... haha...

since i start sch, my boss has agreed to give mi a rest dae on tues... bt i think i don think one dae is enou... haha... well since i work at there, i saw many type of customers... fussy type, easygoing type.. n some smartass type... GUYS A REMINDER FOR U... WHEN U WENT TO SHOP, DON ASK FOR THE PRODUCT THAT THEY KEEP IN THE STOREROOM... CAUSE THE PRODUCTS THAT KEEP IN THE STOREROOM ARE THOSE THAT HAS BEEN STORED FOR A LONG LONG TIME...

n don ask for discount when the price is fixed... when the price is fixed, u think we can anyhw change it? n when u really don noe abt tt product, u better ask the salegals arnd..

nw abt the good things abt working at there

since i work there, has been seeing some damm chio gals.. don noe hw come toa payoh gt so many chio gals... mayb tt a motivation for mi to continue to work there even sch start? haha

nw let talk abt sch.. sch start as i expected.. boring n slow... nothing fancy mi... Bt i finally gt to see the rest le... don noe hw much i miss all the fun we had in sch... jst miss them to much le... today gt some shocks during the ppr&d lesson... we were expectin two gals to join us... bt did nt expect two chio bu to join us... omg... damm chio... happily ended the lesson... haha

bt we gt do our project ok... nw is onli let the testing of the perfume hvent done... pray hard tt everything will continue smoothly... bt since the joinin of the two gals, everything seems to went smoothly n at a fast pace... mayb is because they inject new ideas into our thinking... or... haha

there is always cause n effect... whether u wan the outcome to b good or bad is entirely based on u...

2006-09-13T00:37:00.000+08:00

yeah i m finally 18.. can legally watch M18 movies le...haha... also don noe wt 18 means to me.. older by another year? i really don noe...haha...

well tml taking off.. because of my bdae and because of the combined chalet with 05 n 06... so today my frens at pink beauty decided to give mi a surprise... don noe when dey went to buy the cake... omg... i was damm touched... i worked at Pink beauty is only less than three wks and they are celebrating for mi... ten take some photo with them.. too bad carol n ah qing took off today or else it will b more fun...will post the photos as soon as i gt them... so many funni things happen during the celebration...

ten jason went to my wkplace to find mi... is so late le ten he still came to find mi... jst wan to tease mi n see hw is my wk...

omg... i still gt many to talk abt my wkplace... the people at there is so nice to mi... treat mi as their little bro and treated mi everytime... so today i decided to treat them back... ten some of them still wan to treat mi a meal on thur when i return for wk... so sweet... i jst love them... the place is so nice... jst love them...haha...

well i will continue to blog when i hve time...

2006-09-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

Finally it has been one week since i work at pink beauty. Really enjoyed working at Pink Beauty. Everyone took care of me. Haha. Although everyday have to rush up and down the shop but i was very happy at there. Everyday joking with the rest. Hope that i can continue to work at there when i get break. But the working hours is not very stable. But everyday i get to work, so my pay is still very attractive. Haha.

Yesterday, went to attend the Yeo's annual dinner. A very stupid dinner. Waited so long before i finally get to do what i supposed to do at there. So in the end reach home around 12.

Today very lucky. Cause get to see Bryan Wong and Quan YiFeng recording the new gameshow. Bryan Wong went to our shop and interviewed some of us and that include me. But don't know whether it will be aired on tv or not. HAHA. Hope it will be aired. Heard that it will be aired during 20th sept. Too bad brenda did not work today. Hmm heard that she is not working anymore. Maybe because of...

Does happiness and sadness happen at the same time?

2006-08-29T00:40:00.000+08:00

GUYS IF YOU ALL GT THE FREE TIME TO SPARE, WHY DON U TRY TO GET A JOB OR SOME COURSE TO STUDY... DON SPAM ON MY BLOG... I WILL TAKE DOWN MY TAGBOARD FOR THE TIME BEING... WTF IS TAGBOARD FOR WHEN OTHER PEOPLE IS ABUSING IT...

2006-08-29T00:22:00.000+08:00

Finally gt the energy to blog... Working for the last three days... and everytime return home very tired... so did nt update... well my job is as easy as i expected.. bt the people at there has been looking after me... so i m doing fine there...everyday i was buzy running up n down the store... haha... bt i hve fun at there...

tml i will be working as my supervisor is taking leave tml... so tml i need to find the goods on my own..haha...

decide to take down my tagboard after reading all the tags... is so stupid of other people to tag using my name...

feeling sad and confused about.......

2006-08-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

yeah exam finally over le... finally i can slp at last... haha... not need to bite anymore bks for at least 2 mths.. haha... at least i can relax for a while right now...

going to work le.. shld b ok ba... hope tt i wouldn't gt fired...lol...

tml going to spend smtime to clear my anime tt has been store up long time ago...

jst now watch a show on channel u... talk abt the craze of the fans... kao gt one spend over 3000 plus on the idol when she is nt earning more ten 2000 one mth... darn siao... siao de...

recently discovered that my concentration span is getting shorter and shorter... shld be nt enough slp... haha...

2006-08-23T02:58:00.000+08:00

the act of jason: the tags on my tagboard is nt by mi or by shimin.. IS DONE BY JASON CHAN... the problem is i forgt my cbox de key...lol... or else i will take down those comment...SI jason... rmb wt u done... i will hve my revenge.. haha...

If it is going to happen, no preventive methods will work... So let it happen...

2006-08-23T02:42:00.000+08:00

It is 240am le.. not having difficulties slping or wt.. is because i havent study finish orsm... haha... still get two more chapt to go... still gt a long way to go... don noe y they let the most two modules i hate the most at the back... this sem is going to kill mi... however after tml paper is holi le... so sort of nice ba...

last few hours before the start of the last paper n the holi...haha...

stupidity is the root of all problems...

2006-08-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

today went for the interview at toa payoh.. the person saw mi and ask mi to fill in the form.. ten ask mi some qns ten decide to employ mi... haha... so fast... settle it in less ten 10 min... pay nt bad... after tt meet up with jason for lunch... ten went to his hse to study osrm... suppose to study de la... bt first 2 hrs went to play dota... haha... ten kim lun came.. ten supposed to study together de... bt in the end we sit down n play n tok cock...lol... so in the end did nt study much...lol...

Is so stupid

2006-08-21T01:48:00.000+08:00

wan to relax?

watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rl_9YKm59rQ

2006-08-20T16:47:00.000+08:00

cannot get you out of my head

I tried very hard

But your image keep popping up...

2006-08-19T18:19:00.000+08:00

OMG is it going to happen?

2006-08-19T00:48:00.000+08:00

decided to change the blogskin.. changes is needed for some part of our life.. so is my blog..

tackle 3 papers during the week.. shld be able to pass.. damm stupid of mi today.. wake up at 8am.. wtf.. so late liao.. no choice n #eed to take cab to sch.. guess how much? $24 buck.. omg.. don noe how come is so exp.. lucky reach sch on time..

the teachers today damm noisy... they were chatting all the way.. ten the room was so cold.. so did not stay till the end of the paper.. saw cy don wan to come out.. ten i glance at jason and saw him finish his paper le.. he glance at mi and i glance at him.. waiting for each other to make the first move.. haha... ten in the end he cannt stand it and he gave up..haha

ten after the paper went to play pools with cy, kluh, jason and ch.. taught by jason the way to hold cue and he told mi my positioning is totally wrong.. taught mi also some shot.. thks man..

PS to jason: rumors will not withstand the test of time... lolx... so don anyhow say anything...

2006-08-10T19:10:00.000+08:00

tuesday went to watch fireworks at padang... its very nice... long time did not watch fireworks... arranged with jason to watch sat's fireworks together... haha... think the two of us mad over fireworks le...

today went back to school to hand up corrosion science datasheet... saw weng n cs playing dota at lib... dota dota n dota.... is it so fun to play?...then went to hand up the datasheet to mr ho... talk with him for sometime... talk about the corrosion science result... quite happy for his part... mr kwok de gone case le...haha.... also talk over something private... told him about my decision and he totally agreed with the decision i made... hope that i did not made the wrong decision....

enough is enough

2006-08-08T11:14:00.000+08:00

haiz... did nt join jason dey all to watch the firewks... don need to expain the reason le...

yest have corr sci quiz... this is the first n last quiz tt i finally prepare finish for this sem...lolx... well shld be able to score quite high ba... ten gt bac pi quiz back... veri sad abt the score... althou is nt a bad score, bt is worse ten the first quiz.... haiz...

later today goin bac to sch to hve my gems quiz... pray hard that i will not fail this gems... i really don wan to fail gems... till nw i still don noe i pass my gems liao or nt cause the second assig don noe gt hand up or nt...lolx...

with the last quiz ending today, is the time to start to chiong for the exam liao le... exam is on the 15th... n i hvent start to prepare for it... lol... for this sem my target is at least 5A... gems aiming b+ n evsa think will gt B onli ba...

2006-08-03T01:00:00.000+08:00

these two daes, i have been skipping alot of lesson... pi, ten two osrm make up lesson.. haha...all because of me nt preparing for the test... this yr i hve been slack all the time... everytime all the test is last min ten study de...lolx... this include tue de pi n today de esa... haha... when the last quiz of esa offically over, this hopefully is the last time i will see dr lim... i really don like him cause of the way he teach... mr kwok is still ok with me...

i really don expect much frm tue n wed test... can sae went into the test venue onli half prepared...

this few daes oso did nt slp much... either spend time on the phone or jst idling arnd... so this morn jst slp to 750am ten sort of wake up... forgt to call jason to wake him up n sms hw tt i nt goin to pi, bt she oso overslpt ten oso did nt go for pi lesson... lolx...

in the end oso did nt attend osrm cause hvent finish studying... reach sch arnd 2+, all see me veri shock cause i onli bring a file to sch... haha...

after the test the 10 of went to ps to celebrate andy n liming birthday... went to cafe cartel to eat dinner bt tt is my breakfast cause did nt eat anything in the morn n nn... after tt i hve stomachache all the way... haha... after eating went to watch dragon tiger gate... nt bad, will watch second time... was laughing all the way throu out...haha...

tml is a long dae... cause gt so many break in between... damm sian...

2006-07-31T21:32:00.000+08:00

if you gt something to prove to me, prove to me right now ok? don wait till you are old ok? cause by that time i don think you can rmb wt u wan to prove to me ok? if u cannot prove to me right now then shut up ok? cause i really don need some more small matter to bother me...

2006-07-23T15:15:00.000+08:00

decided to take down the last post since tt person does not noe tt i m toking abt ***... well i really don hve a good impression abt tt person so i don need to gt angry over ***... wt tt person has done confirmed tt the decision i made is correct...

yest plan to spent the whole dae to study on those lesson tt i miss... bt don hve the enthu n energy to study... so in the end jst slp n watch anime... haha... 2dae must start to study le or else this wk de test sure gt problem passing... never i was so stress b4 in sp... really start to hate the system of sp... think dey are trying to test the endurance of the students... haha...

next wk gt so many activities coming up... must plan my time carefully...

fri de lesson is veri dry... except for the first lesson.. don noe y i really like to attend mr kwok de lesson... haha... ten the rest of the dae i was either slping throu out the lesson or toking in the lesson... haha... quite disappoint with material science de result... both tests did nt do well.. veri sad... think i play too much le ba... really must spent more time to study n study..

exam is jst less than one mth away... this time i really veri scared of the exam... miss too much lesson n gt so many things still hvent settle... plan to give mr ho de ans by these two wk... bt i hvent really think abt it... haiz... y i m so undecisive...

2006-07-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

yest did nt went hm as expected... went to play badminton with amos n the rest... had a great fun as we play n talk at the same time... ten skip the r&d lesson... haha... even chee wee oso skip... haha... ten went bac hm... one the train, smelly n sweaty...

reach hm bath eat ten slp le... haha did nt even copy pi notes...

2dae went to malaysia.. buy some dvds ten bought a new slipper...

today finally talk to you... glad that you found the thing sweet...

2006-07-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

2dae went bac to sch after missing lesson last thur n fri... still feeling the effect of being sick... feelin very very weak... ten everything seem to onli can gt in half way...haha...

tml hving a short dae...haha...think after tt goin to hm to rest some more ba..

2006-07-15T13:03:00.000+08:00

a long time since i blog le. these few daes has been falling sick... hving fever, flu, cough and headaches all together. veri sian.

have been skipping lesson since wed... yest went bac to sch to attend onli two lesson then went home le... really cannt tahan till the whole dae...

then went to see a doc... at the clinic saw an ugly side of singaporeans... the stupid uncle went to argue with the nurse over a small matter... n the q was so long... cannt he used his stupid brain to tink... cannt he let the matter pass? cannt he jst ignore it? y he must go n argue with the nurse... he is making a big fool of himself...

lucky a wonderful gal went up to him to tell him to shutup... when she sae tt he totally no words for her... haha... my idol... tink he shld really go bac home n reflect on his action... lucky there is no reporter or foreigner at there... blow up such a small matter... haiz...

world cup has ended... finally.. at last i can slp le...haha... 2dae wake up to c the verdict of the italian league scandal... quite shocked tt ac milan is nt relegated... shld relegate all those involved ma... nt fair... bt is oso nt under my control haha...

received bac some result le... PI is more ten wt i expect... cause i did nt attend thur lesson so did nt gt bac ms test result... bt shld b ok ba....

2006-07-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

it has been half a mth since i last blog... after the chalet, lot of things happen... good and bad one happened together... well during the break, i was totally playing thro... did nt complete anythings that was given to me... did nt finish my rpt...

last wk open sch le... well nothing new except that alot of rpt is waiting for me to tackle them... these few daes was slping onli like 2 to 3 hrs jst to rush out all the rpt at one go... haha... i don noe that i can complete 2 rpt in 3 daes... is a new record for me... haha...

ten there is also the test tt is waiting for me after the break... don noe y sp like to give so many hmwk even thou is break... haiz...

at least nw i can take a break le... still gt one more rpt to hand up onli... ten fri still need to hand in the case study... ten thur still gt ms test... hope tt i don fail these test...

2dae went to hve PPR&D... cause i was to tired le... practically i was slping thro out the whole lesson... haha... nt bad la...

2006-06-17T13:49:00.000+08:00

went to the class chalet on thursday... meet yong, pris, yvonne at 12... then went to meet sotong near her hse... big sotong lor... went shopping without bringing the money... then she have to go bac to her hse to take the money...

we went to sheng siong to buy e steamboat food... when we reach there we all like mad... see wt we like we jst take... haha... in the end we gt two basket of food...haha...

ten meet up with jason n e rest to buy more food... haha... in the end bought over 200+ of food...haha...

e chalet rocks... everyone was having fun all e time... e food was so much tt even all of us cannt finish it...haha... we play n eat at e same time... in the end we celebrate amos n kenneth birthday... play with cream n water bomb... haha...

ten sat down to have some wine with e rest... tink i was a bit drunk ma...cause i was bit dizzy after all e drinking...haha...

ten watch soccer... stupid england so late ten score... nearly made me lose money...bt e worse is after tt... play truth or dare... sian diao... this is e one tt i don wan to play... i already know wt is e qns liao... sian...

ten listen to stories after e break... planning to watch sunrise... bt cannt tahan liao... went to take a short nap... tt delon come n disturb me n andy...asshole lor... wan to slp also cannt...

bt overall e chalet is a success n fun... haha... thanks guys for all e time we all spent at e chalet...
i m happy for all e support u all give to me n shi min...

2006-06-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

last wkend went to malaysia... went to watch movie with cousins n frens... watch "the omen" waste my money... e movie veri lousy... give 1 or 2 stars onli... u can watch if u hve extra money or time to spare... suppose to b a scary movie bt i did nt scare by it... e plot is lousy, e sound effect is lousy... bt e acting is ok la... so don recommend anyone to go...

yest discuss with sm, yong and jason abt e bbq... don hve le... quite sad... bt still gt a chalet on thurs so nvm la...

i hvent start to do my report... i seem to hve many time on my hand bt i cannt find e energy to do e report... haizz....

bet aust win 2dae... well e first bet went my way... oso buy italy to win home home...pray hard tt it come true...

You are the most special person....

2006-06-08T16:17:00.001+08:00

hmmm complete almost all e elearning stuff for all modules le... nw left osrm n my gems to settle... this system damm cock up... everytime gt problems happening... don noe y still wan to intro this system...tink nothing better to do ....

yest went bac to sch to borrow a SINGLE bk...damm cock..spent so much time jst to go bac sp to gt one single bk... bt in sch met YH,Jx and wen... all veri shock tt i dye my hair...hahah... ten on e way home met pris...she oso shock tt i dye my hair... don b shock la...

these few daes stay up veri late... everytime 2+ ten slp... need to change my slping time liao...

thanks for the memories that you give me till now...

2006-06-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

well wk 7 had ended peacefully n tackle all e test with some diffculty...bt ok la... at least e tough time has past... nw is elearning wk...last sem oso intro this stupid system... ten all give negative response bt don noe y still intro this sem... bt at least we gt one more break...

well this break is sort of buzi oso la...cause still gt 3 formal report n three test waiting for me after the break... don noe hw will i spend this break...

since today is holi, i basically spend e whole dae outside or slack arnd in home...hehe...did nt touch on e stuff tt e lecturers assign... nw ten start to do... ten this wkend still need to go to malaysia to play... hahah...

2dae went to cut n dye my hair.... a bit regret e colour tt i dye la...cause e colour sort of suck...bt no choice...

settle e bbq food for e chalet liao... nw left is steamboat n e party... all this wil settle on e dae itself... ten e rest jst wait lor...haha

nw i going to finish some of e elearning stuff liao... or else no time to play n for report...

i finally understand u better....

2006-06-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

nw shld b e time to study bt I seem to hve time to blog... don noe is it b/c i don care abt it or I prepare to study thro out e nite... tml is friday le... time really pass too quickly... tml is e last dae b4 e term break... time seem to pass really fast in sch n arnd u...

2dae gt bac corrosion sci test paper...better ten i expected...shld b sort of hapi ba...bt still need to study for e stupid bia...stress stress ar...

I really cannot figure out why u seem to misunderstand me... I really don understand tt when I need ur support bt u r no where in sight...i really don understand u... why is this happening to me...

God is playing a big joke on me....

2006-05-31T18:39:00.000+08:00

yest study esa till 4 ten slp...wanted to wake up at 430, bt cannt make it... really tired... ten 2dae morn nearly overslp...

2dae all e time spent at sch is to study esa... bt lucky i study kwok part first cause his part is veri easy to score so i can pass la...

tml gt osrm test ten fri gt bia quiz... ten is term break le... looking forward to e term break cause i m really tired... bt time pass really fast... it seem like it is yest tt i gt into this new class... six sk has pass n this is wk 7 ...sian diao...

pls don make me do something I don like... I really hate it when e decision does not favour me...
I am really emotionally tired... I don wan this feeling to continue...
what have I done wrong to make you angry?
what should I do to make u happy?
I really hate myself...

I hope that all these is a big joke...

2006-05-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

2dae plan to study esa...bt did nt make it cause slp throu out e whole afternn ten wake up n eat ten went shopping...hahaha....jst return home....went to buy a new bag...hahah....

tink later ten start to study esa ba....

these few dae feeling weird weird one... mayb is because of something big going to happen ba...don noe la... better be something good or else i really no mood to go chalet..

2006-05-28T13:00:00.000+08:00

change e blogskin liao... long time did nt change.. hope tt everything will change for e best frm nw on...

these few wk, my mother keep nagging at me abt my health...keep saying y my face change alot these few wk... really gt change meh? ten even my cousin oso sae so... sae y my face colour change so much? i did nt notice... she sae one dae need to go to check... bt nw where gt time... mayb after wk 7 ba... nw buzi like shit...

mayb is too stress over sch work ba...so did nt notice...or something else tt i did nt pay attention to?

these few daes keep tinking of a christian name... tink of many...bt finally settle on Matthew...hw i gt to this name i oso don noe...

i tink frm nw on i onli gt time to blog once every wk le ba... test n report r coming up so i really cannt find time to blog regularly...

pls don let this to be a big joke

2006-05-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

has been one wk since i blog...well this wk is e most hectic in sp life... need to settle so many things...two quiz, 1 formal report....have bia n corrosion sci qniz this wk...

bia still ok bt corrosion sci i tink can sae is border line case....cause i did many mistake...i really don understand wt e notes is abt...hope don do too badly can liao...

then e esa formal report...i must really pray tt e panda don notice tt i did nt copy frm senior report.... i tink i almost copy 50%... bt i really spend many time to rush it out...slp 45 min on thurs onli.... so tt dae went to sch like a zombie...haha....

next wk is wk 7 le... time in sch really flies...wk 8 is holidae liao...so jst need to bear for one more wk can liao...bt next wk gt three quiz coming up... n all e quiz is veri veri long chapter.. don noe hw to cope...

even thou gt three wk break bt i still gt 4 formal report n two quiz after e break....damm sian... don noe y sp give us so much stress...

co4 is chalet which is organize by me n shimin... haha...first time organize chalet...bt e response is veri good... need some help frm mr ho to settle e food...hahah... bt we r going to have a veri "fun" chalet... ppl of o7 pls be ensure tt cause we r going to play some games...lol...so bring some more clothes...

yest tok to mei while shopping... ask her some qns... wt she reply make me tink alot... wt she sae is true... i need to tink abt it b4 i do anything... i oso need somre help on some matter tt i cannt settle....

i wish all this is not a joke

2006-05-20T10:59:00.000+08:00

did nt went to sch on thurs cause i was damm sick so skip sch o rest at home or else i will die .....

gt a lot of catch up to do cause quiz is coming....omg ....gt so many quiz in e 2 following wks....shit man i still hvent start to finish ....still gt esa formal rpt still hvent do yet.....

this few wk veri stress up....all e lecturers all like siao one all wan to finish e modules b4 e term break...teach at break neck speed....don noe go so fast for wt... gt prize for finishing modules in record time meh?

till nw i still hvent start my engine...nw still veri slack...don feel like studying....sian....

ten i oso gt many movie tt i wan to go n watch...bt i don hve e time n $ to go....everywk almost overspend...don noe y?

mayb because of all this stress, i suddenly started to hve mood swing... sori to shi min for throwing my anger at u.... my mood swing start very fast n end veri fast... don noe y... mayb is because i don like some of the lecturers so i will hve mood swing at their lesson ba....

next wk still need to chiong... bt at least e 3 wk break is coming ba....i really need tt break to rest myslef...

2006-05-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

2dae i damm high... don noe y... bt i feeling veri sick... flu n cough 2gether... must gt well soon... all e big n small quiz is coming soon... ten still gt formal rpt to hand up... i don wan to remain sick cause when i fall sick i will take a long time to recover...

i hear some veri good news... bt i regret tt some things tt i did nt do...

if u wan to ask me abt my personal life, i will nt tell u cause i don wan to sae out....

2006-05-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

this wk still cannt gt high... don noe y... this few daes feeling quite low... don noe wt happen... don noe izzit because of stress or because of something else... don noe wt is bothering me la... hope to gt over this asap...

feel veri tired these few daes... don noe izzit because i m low or because i m really tired...

plan to buy a hp soon... after looking after all webbie, i decide to buy 3250 or N80... hope tt my dream can come soon...

2006-05-09T19:45:00.000+08:00

2dae is onli tues bt i feel veri tired liao...don noe y... two more wk to hve my first quiz... i don feel like to take it... i really hate my timetable... everydae made me so tired... if i can change my timetable i will change it... sian ar...

i must gt high this wk or else i cannt learn anything...

tml i hve a five hrs break...don noe wan to do wt... watch anime? or play games?

2006-05-08T21:46:00.000+08:00

these few daes i was sick of some stupid lecturers tt don noe hw to pronounce my name.... decide to gt a christian name....bt still don noe wt to gt...anyone gt any suggestion?

2006-05-06T19:24:00.000+08:00

recently i m veri gulity of something.....this is something tt i don wan to do cause it will hurt two ppl.... i really need sometime to think over it or else the whole situation will turn for the worse which is i don wan to c.....

i don really wish to hurt anyppl..... i don like to hurt others, cause it is really painful to hurt others..... i don like to c other ppl to be in pain....

i finally gt a feel of a yr2 life....everydae is damm busy n packed.....lucky nw is onli the start of term so nt so bad....

thurs went to c cao ge concert with noob n others... heng someone went to q early or else need to sit on e floor....stupid spsu....give out more ten e ticket more ten e seat available......saw yx, yh, jx n yy oso in e q.... ask them to cut e q bt they don wan....too bad lor....bt e concert nt bad...listen to him singing 5 or 6 songs frm his album.....

yest, plan to watch mi3 with noob n the rest....bt did nt make it....in the end we went to lib to play....haha.....hve alot of fun in e lib....seven guys sit arnd tok cock n jokes arnd...siao andy don noe hw he drink.....spit water on himself.....ten he video taped the six of us.... in the end we r in "sp tammy video"...hahah.....damm funny lor e video....

this few daes spend my time to watch da chang jin....gt e vcd frm cousin....nw watch till 65 liao... i was really touch by e love shown to chang jin frm min zheng hao....li yin ai is damm chio n n cute....i really sad by hw cui mamani ( korean for shuang gong) die....

i will try nt to hurt u...bt i cannt promise tt....i really don wan to hurt u....cause i don wan u to b sad....

2006-05-04T00:44:00.000+08:00

i reliase tt i cannt keep up with e progress of e lecture...wt e lecturers r teaching i always don noe...haizzz....don like this feeling....made me feel veri stupid....

i hve this feeling of giving up everything i hve to run away frm reality.... i do like e feeling of being left behind.....

i hve something tt i don dare to sae cause i afraid e same things will happen again.....

2006-04-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

todae is e start of wk 2....well this wk start e prac liao....damm long....spend almost 3hrs on e prac.....

todae start to hve all e lesson in order nt bad cause really cannt stand all those waiting time.....

bt during e waiting time, we were listening to some veri cold n stupid jokes...

on e way home, shi min ask mi a veri diff qns....let mi tink abt it ten i give u a good ans....hahah

2006-04-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

tml is wk 2 le..... mean frm tml onwards, life wil gt tougher cause there is no more honeymoon leh.....no time to slack arnd n play.....expect this sem to be tougher ten yr1 cause this sem gt 5 exam to sit for so is veri hectic.....

tml starting prac le....don noe will gt to c wt ....hope this sem will gt better result ten last sem cause nt hapi with last sem result.....

2006-04-21T23:08:00.000+08:00

this few daes in sch is veri fun and relax cause we all joke arnd n cause is e first wk of sch so there is nt much things we can do or learn bt is quite boring cause it is always break n more breakssss.......

well gt to noe almost all e classmates bt some still cannt remember e names...sori cause too many names to remember in a short time.....hehe....bt at least when where joke arnd i will try nt to mix up all e names.....

since this is e first wk of e sch, this is also a wk for e whole class to bond together....this class still gt some weird weird ppl...lol.....

well today i discover many things.eg. xiao lin who is my class chairwoman is my senior at tpss bt cannt recongise her....hahaha.....oso discover tt there is another relationship tt is going to bear fruit in our class...hw true wt i sae.....heheh.....

this two daes was threatren by shi min..... cause she wan to tell my secret to selina n jen.....bt i will nt scare of her cause e secret is nt a secret anymore...hahah...

this two daes was questioned by selina over one veri small qns....was totally amused by e ans she provided....selina i heard tt ans many times liao..i jst don understand y everybody tink is tt ans....hahah....

2006-04-18T21:24:00.000+08:00

yest open sch leh....well gt to noe all e classmate names bt cannt remember all...hehe....

bt e class is veri fun to be with la....met some lecturers yest.... damm sian keep toking abt nothing

bt many fun thing happen......

todae almost e same thing happen....bt 2dae damm shit.....was late for e first lesson cause overslp...hahah.....so no choice lor don dare to go into e lt alone so i straight away attend e next class lor....

2006-04-12T14:05:00.000+08:00

next wk open sch liao.....sort of new lease of life.....well this yr is more impt ten last yr cause this yr will be more cramp ten last yr....all the module this yr are equally impt so there is no way tt i can hack care....this yr is almost same as last yr...chiong all e way to yr 3.....

last nite had a veri strange dream.....hope tt tt dream can come true.....it happen in my sec sch....lol

well todae went to c e specialist....sae everything is ok so don need to do much....just wait for e bone to join bac by it own...

nw at home wait for sch to reopen.....sit n sit...lol....

2006-04-05T10:01:00.000+08:00

yest went to malaysia for something......went coming bac to sin, saw one scene tt is veri sad...saw one veri small child begging.....haizzz....

well today went bac to change e dressing, is e same nurse again...bt this time her attitude totally change.....lucky .......

2006-04-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

had a veri bad time over e wkend.....don wan to tok abt it....haiz.....

well just nw watch campus superstar....sad tt Teresa lost bt she lost to someone tt is veri veri good.....

sch is starting soon....two more wk.....nw damm boring cause nothing for me to do at home expect play n play.....tink tml will clear up some of e anime tt i dl bt hve watch ba or else com no space liao....

planning to buy something at funnan when sch open ba....

don noe c frm which show bt tink is a veri good phase" love is most precious when it is steadfast and constant" hope did nt remember wrongly.......

2006-04-01T17:14:00.000+08:00

during e few dae when i break my finger, my daily routine is e same...morn play ms....ten afternn watch anime cause afternn too many ppl liao....ten at nite watch 大长今....is a veri good show....ten after tt play ms again cause nt many ppl....hahah.....

on tues noe frm hui wen tt we can noe wt option we enter liao....veri hapi tt i gt into e option tt i wanted....ten calcu tt tink 8 or 9 gt into ic....ten noe frm selina tt we can c our timetable liao....ten noe tt selina me keh lun, cf, huiwen, sm n mayb jen is in e same class....too bad chee wee is in another class......

e timetable damm suck....everydae so late ten dismiss....sian....ten four dae hve prac....sian sian...

mon went to tampines poly to change e dressing....e nurse damm kuku....is a new nurse...new bird...kuku....play with my finger like is nt broken....kuku... well next wk going back to change e dressing again b4 c e bone specialist..... hope tt will nt c e same nurse again....

2006-03-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

i break my last finger 2dae....i was shifting somethings ten my finger gt clipped...damm pain....ten my whole finger bleed like siao....when washing e wound, e last finger nail totally turn purple....ten when to e nearest private clinic....went to 3 clinic, all e kuku doc went home liao even e clinic is still open...wtf....ten went to e fourth clinic...e kuku doc....tinkbuy his cert one...don dare n don noe hw to do anything....he did nt help me lessen e pain or did nt give me inflammation.... kuku....let me in pain....e onli thing he do is change e dressing onli....ten give me a letter to go cgh.... ten chharge me 28 buck for tt kuku letter... like tt i oso can become doc like la...evertime a patient come to me....i give tt person e letter to chg ten i charge him 28 buck ten i don need to do anything.....can consider....

ten went to cgh...e nurse at there tink oso agree with me cause she ask me with do e dressing ten when i told her is e doc...she give me this unbelivable look on her face......ten when to c e ane doc...she told me to go for an xray......ten fund out tt e bone break...totally break like one chopstick break into two....ten e doc sae need to take out my nail....

no choice lor....need to let her do e small surgey....when she take away e nail, she sae e bleeding is under e nail n she was rite to do e surgey.....after e surgey, when to c her again....she sae need to go for check up....ten she sae need to let e finger rest for 2 mths....omg...tt long...bt heng she sae e wound will seal up by two wks...bt tt is still veri long...

hope tt something veri good will happen after this misfortune.....

gt my result on wed....so damm worried abt e result tt i cannt slp well on tues nite.....ten sp web veri lag....bt finally gt my result.....veri happi with e result cause gt 3.68...veri pls with e result....finally can breathe properly....tink will go into my dream option......

2006-03-21T20:12:00.000+08:00

it has been a long time since i last blog....cause gt work ma....everydae work tilll veri tired liao ten no mood to blog...hehehe... omfg tml 830 getting my exam result...i m gtting more n more nervous as e min pass by...cause of last sem result...n i will gt into different option....omg....hope tt i will gt into my dream choice don let me go into other option...pls pls....this is more nervous ten gtting my olvl result....

2006-03-02T21:45:00.001+08:00

lot of things happen since i blog...hve my last paper on tues...so nw is play n wait for result to c hw i score n c need to repeat any modulus or nt...hope nt... well since this is e last paper mean tt yr one llife is over....

reflect bac on e first yr, can sae tt i don feel tt i did nt thing wrong or anything tt is serious...i will nt regret wt i did even u all don like cause tt me take it or leave it.... gt to noe more frens.... well since yr 1 has ended, i don feel sad or hapi abt it cause when i feel sad or hapi abt it, life still has to go on....jst hope tt next yr we can b in e same class

well few more mth to e start of yr 2 le....till nw hvent noe e option tt is allocate to me...hope to gt into ic....hope to noe more fren in yr 2....

well 2dae went for a job interview....work as a surveyor.....e pay damm good n onli need to work 6 yr a damm n can b shorter ten tt....e job damm attractive ....bt sian....parent object to work as surveyor....so no choice lor hve to work for them.....

ten at e interview centre gt to c one gal oso at there for interview...damm chio....long hair ten wear blue contact eye ten eyes big big one tall tall one damm chio bt too bad tink gt gf le....lol.....

tml going to start work le...hope tt nothing will go wrong tml.....

if u regret about e action tt u did, u r stupid.... if u think say sorry is useful then there is no need for police......don regret over e action u did cause even u cry over it n there is no cure just move on....

2006-03-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

2006-02-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

two more daes to e end of yr 1..... finally e exam is going to end n this mean tt we r going to split.... fri hve ap chem test paper...can sae tt is half half onli....cause chemistry is my worse subject.....next tues going to hve mip paper....is all memorising stuff...sian..... still hvent start yet...going to start later.. heheh...

is recording u hving sex e latest trend?..... jst nw read newspaper sae gt another case of students hveing sex at staircase....so pro...don scared of gtting caught....n nt one on one....is one on three...e guy damm shiok....he so strong...can do 4p....ten oso take down video using handphone...ten nw e video mass sending again....nw tink dey do noe hw to face e world liao.....

recently read tt tammy's video is being send to malaysia...she nw singapore icon liao lor...she nw is e singapore representative to e world liao...hahaha...ten oso read abt her video being made into vcd n dvd.....did she ever expect tt she will be a porn star in e making?.....

y wan to hve sex n record it down at e same time?... to remember for life or jst to show to fren tt i hve sex with who n who.....wt is e world coming to?..... izzit stupid tt when u hving sex n recording it at e same time....e video clip will be send to everyone if u r nt careful......ten everyone will noe u because of e video clip..... well really cannt understand wt e world is coming to..... haizzzz.....

2006-02-23T09:11:00.000+08:00

yestdae hve cppa paper.... well can sae is veri easy ba cause all e qns is like past yr paper n i hope to gt A for this module.... tml going to take ap chem paper....hvent prepare finish n i still playing ms....lol.....

omg exam is coming

2006-02-21T10:55:00.001+08:00

sian....tml hving cppa paper liao....ten fri hving ap chem paper....hope will do well this sem....cause i really scare tt i will do badly this sem.....this wk do nothing except chiong all e way.... chioing n chiong.... bt e exam going to end nxt tues...n i m looking forward to it.........

omg exam is coming

2006-02-21T10:55:00.000+08:00

went to malaysia

2006-02-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

went to malaysia last nite. meet up with my cousins n their frens to sing k... sing frm 11 to 4am....spend onli S$17 onli...is veri cheap leh....when e 9 of us go we all r veri energtic...bt 2 am onward one by one went to slp in e rm....ten left onli 3 remaining...hahahaha....ten went bac home after tt.....slp arnd 430+...ten slp for 4 hrs cause need to attend service....heng did nt slp during e service...bt after tt damm shack.....

still gt gems essay to write....hve to hand up tml or else die liao....ten tml still gt chi test....sian....

happening

2006-02-11T16:51:00.000+08:00

gt bac ap chem n cppa result.....veri sad abt the result i gt....is veri low of wt i targetted.....need to buck up or else cannt gt into ic....this wk is e last wk of offical school...next wk is study wk aka test wk.... gt three test coming up n one last gems essay to write....ten after tt is exam wk....ten is finally break...looking forward to the break cause many things had happen this sem although some are hapi n some are not so nice....

well olvl result r out... overall e standard had drop mayb the top sch did nt take part in this time so overall passing rate drop....to those who receive their result, don b so sad if the result is disappointing cause u alreadi noe the result so there is nothing u can do but accept it...

went out with boss n all to watch cheaper by e dozen2...hmmm...nt bad la....plan to watch fearless next mon....will be e last movie b4 e exam wk.....speaking of exam, to frenz in dcp1a27: this mayb the last time tt we r going to be in the same class so let pass e exam with flying colour n nt regret tt we did nt prepare well for this test.......

as the daes goes by, find it veri difficult to achieve the aims tt i set for this sem...is it tt the aims tt i set r too high for me to reach or is it that i did nt put in enough effort? really hope to find the trouble b4 the exam.....

find myself gtting slacker n slacker as e time gt by.....noe tt exam r coming bt is still bothering abt things tt are worthless n stupid......is e world giving up on me or i m giving up e world? tink tt i m giving up e world.....

if u wan to show any attitude, show it straight in my face...don hide hide cause if u tink i will b irritated, u r wrong.....

is something going to happen to me?

2006-02-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

long time no blog cause no mood n no time. recently very buzi with school wk n cny. 2dae hve ap chem test. damm sad. is veri diffcult, will hve problem passing cause i really don noe wt e chap is abt. don alway i m veri good at studies, i oso hve my weak point oso. n tis is chemistry.....tml hve another test. cppa, well hope to score well again ba cause i really wan a distinc tis sem cause last sem don hve.... nothing much happen to me but i keep hving this feeling tt something is going to happen to me... don noe whether is good or bad....pls be something good. 2dae attend e gems lesson, during one of the grp presentation, one of the example resemble me...lolx....well nothing much liao....

2006-01-17T20:46:00.000+08:00

2dae veri suay.....in sch rushing e cd report....halfway, gt logoff by e com.....damm sian....spend almost 1 hr to do it....forgt to save a copy of it. ten piss off lor, somemore is to be hand up 2dae.....damm sian....went to class without e report.....lucky pt sae nt 2dae hand up.....2dae is cd presentation....well nothing special expect all e pic ba....cause all e thing my grp is going to talk is being said by selina n yy's grp...ten we r e last grp to present....so oso don noe wt to talk....lucky gt pic slide or else my grp will die.....

ten meet e new cher for crs....nt bad la....ten inform by her tt this thurs going to hve crs presentation.....well try to delay it cause tis fri hve a veri diff test. bt she is nt free when we r free. ten she sae she is going to be soft on e grp tt is presenting tis thur...suddenly all grp seem to be willing to present....lol....

tml going to hve gems presentation.....well e slide is nt completed by mi n is a veri veri last min wk...so cannt complain la...bt is veri well done....thks meng chee for giving her time to help us to compile all e 5 essay...noe is nt a simple job cause all 5 write different thing, so is a veri difficult job....bt thks anyway......

tml going to have aee mock test....can sae tt is going to fail la cause did nt listen in lecture.....hope don fail too badly ba cause will rock my confidence for fri test......till nw still hvent prepare yet....may god bless mi with tml paper.....

"Love is an exploding cigar we willingly smoke."

2006-01-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

yestdae too occupied with gems essay....so did nt post....did nt do much during e wkend....onli complete some tutorials......still gt some presentation still hvent complete....so tis wk is going to b choing choing choing......2dae is e first dae to register for my option....bt still hvent made up e third n fourth choice, so tink going to tink again......well 2dae gym n baiyu ask something mi something tt i don wan to ans....pls next time don ask abt it liao....cause no matter hw u ask, i will nt tell u.......cause onli veri few noe abt it.......even cs n wen jie n boss oso don noe....so don ask liao........

well tml going to hve my cd presentation liao....hope it will turn out well cause i really dislike n scared of presentation.....

recently, frens arnd mi r being dumped......feel sad for them.....bt i gt no rights to sae them......hope tt dey will b hapi ba....don b so sad, my frens....there r much more tink to do in life.....lol.........

.....In the absence of love, there is nothing worth fighting for.....

2006-01-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

well nothing much happen 2dae except completing my cd essay....crap alot abt e cd essay....ask mi to give advise to others when i need advise e most...wtf....oso cppa experi complete liao....at least gt sometime for play....bt still gt some little little part nt done yet....find e whole bk still don noe whre is e eqn tt i wan....tml need to complete my gems essay....nver in my whole life require mi to do so many essay in one wk....next wk will b more buzi cause gt three presentation coming up n one test tt i hated most....aee....damm sian...tink this time going to fail liao......cause did nt listen in her lecture........ten still gt mip presentation need to complete it....gt buzier n buzier.....hope to find sometime to talk to someone abt some veri veri impt things.......two more dae i hve to choose my option liao....made up my first choice liao, bt still gt e second n third choice nt confirm yet.....tink need to toss coin ba....lol......really hope tt someone will give mi some advise on wt shld i choose.....

few more daes is going to b cny....n i hvent go n buy clothes.....veri siannnnn......ten after cny still gt test n more test.....few more wk later is going to b exam liao...tis cny is going to b veri veri buzi....

give up.....totally give up......hope to tt everyone arnd mi is happi..........don b like mi.......

2006-01-13T23:34:00.000+08:00

nothing to write to dae.....lol......

2006-01-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

went to sch tis morn still feeling e effect of e rumour.....damm sian.....reach sch planning onli to do e presentation till halfway.....bt we gt chee wee in our grp...so he settle e slide on his own...while i jst need to put e pic in place.....thks chee wee.....ten gt inform tt thre will b no cppa lesson....wtf....ten i onli go for sch for a one hr lesson.....sux.....bt don noe is e heaven pity mi or wt....let wen jie find an article tt is veri veri veri useful to our crs presentation.....can sae tt we can copy e whole article into e slides.....hahahaha.....ten after e lesson, chee wee tell mi to stay bac to do mip presentationzzz.....at first don wan....bt ten remember tt later gt chi lesson n we cannt skip it......ten no choice lor....hve to stay bac .....bt oso hve a great time doing e slide, cause at least we r on e track to complete it.....ten during e chi lesson, learnt tt we r going to hve a debate.....well e first debate look like tt both grp r going to hve a fight sooner or later....voice keep raising n don noe wt r each person saying......bt e way dey debate is veri funni.....ten it is our grp turn....e topic my grp is given is damm difficult....bt lucky my grp manage to turn it arnd.....

on e way home, talk to shi min abt e rumour......well i gt nothing to sae cause later u all sae tt i m shting someone on my blog again....haizzz.......

a good dae tt went bad

2006-01-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

damm sux....yest don noe wtf happen....my hse de electri gt cut off....i wan halfway watching soccer...damm it....anyway.. i was going to slp liao so made no diff....lol....well 2dae lot of things happen.....2dae discovered tt yong xiang is suffering frm short term memory.....he could nt remember wt happen jst few hrs ago....tink he gt too much thing ti remember liao.....ten noe tt my gem cher is a crap queen...she can talk n talk nonstop for 2 hrs....cannt stand her....after gems, went for e stupid industral visit....went to NEwater plant.....damm stupid....don noe wt to sae abt sp....waste my time at there......n e guide keep telling us veri veri veri lame n stupid jokes....tink he long time did nt gt beaten liao....n e virtual guide keep saying fantastic.....damm sian......however my whole mood was affected cause someone told mi something tt i find it veri veri veri veri veri veri shocking, displsing n made mi veri veri angry.........well guys i hope to gt tis veri clear....i did nt or even try to shoot someone i noe b4 in my blog......i m nt biased against someone tt i noe......pls pls gt tis veri veri clear....cause i don wan to lose a fren because of all e rumours......tis made mi veri veri angry....... i did nt push e blame of wt happen to mi on others....

haizzzz....well after e visit...decide to went shopping with shi min, wen jie n xin yu to calm down.....decide to shop at tm.....we shop at tm n this fashion for 1 n half hrs....bt i did nt buy anything....lol....bt i saw some clothes tt i like....bt i going to go with my parents so tt i don need to spend my money.....hahah.......it has been a long time since i went window shopping...take it as a reward for myself for wking so hard......went home after tt....bt i wait for 25 min n ee damm bus did nt come.....damm f**k up.....walk home frm there.....bt on e way home keep tinking of the incident......gt angry n more angry.....well i admit tt i m a straightforward guy....i may hurt u with my words, bt wt i sae is frm e bottom of my heart....i don like to keep thing.....i m nt like those guy whre dey shld remind u bt decide to keep numb.....sori if i hurt u.....u can remind mi if i hurt u ......cause i don like tis type of pple.......

an uneventful dae

2006-01-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

thks selina for talking with mi till soooooooooooo late......hve a great time talking to u.....hope i can live my life to e fullest frm nw.......i will tink over e advise u give mi....thks alot for e advise.... ur words made mi realise tt i shld tink carefully abt e decisions tt i going to make.....hope tt i can really made a clever move tt i will nt regret.......u oso made mi realise hw stupid n foolish i m.....i really apprec. for e advise u give....hope u will oso tink abt e advise i give u.....tink over e qns i ask u.... hope tt e ans will made u realise wt u really wan to achieve in life.....

well i tink my com is a gonecase liao....tink need to send my com to repair liao.....damm it.....sian...cannt use com for few daes.....tml gt industral visit....hope tt everything will go well tml.....

i feel too tired to continue..... i give up.........

sux sux my life jst sux

2006-01-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

sux sux sux sux sux.... everything is against mi......i really hope tt i cannt c all those thing tt happen arnd mi....i really don wan to care wtf is happen arnd mi....i really going to reach my limit.....i really don tink i can hold it any longer.....i really need to find a way to vent out all my anger....guys if u find mi in a bad mood, don disturb mi...or else i don noe wt will happen.....feeling more n more tired.....too much committment liao...really wan to let go something......bt don noe wt to let go....really hope tt someone can give mi some advise........haizzz, few more dae to cny bt i still gt many presentation n test coming up....sp jst sux....i......

in other ppl eyes i m b strong, bt i really need some care frm you......

hmm...don noe is a gd dae or wt

2006-01-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

well tis wkend can sae is wasted....stay at home do almost nothing....bt at least complete my mip report.....well tink is a gd wkend ba....bt com tio trojan horse....sianzzzz.....tink need to send it to repair again liao....sianzzz....spend to much on e com liao......well tis wk is going to end n i can sae tt e first wk of 2006 is up n down for mi.....hmm tink need to look my life in the other way ba....hope tt next wk will b a good one for mi...hope tt nothing big will happen....

wt a nite is was

2006-01-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

well, 2dae take e aee prac test.....will nt do badly....bt tis is thks to ms claire....she told mi tt i draw e wrong circuit...or else i will hapily do in e wrong way......gt bac ap chem paper....can sae is good la, bt is nothing compare to wt other gt lor....well,2dae meet with mr ting to ask him abt e option....abt e meeting, i finally can confirm where i wan to go liao.....

ten went to tt stupid dinner......don noe y all tis big company like to hve tis type of stupid annual dinner.....well went there n i do nothing......jst went there to eat n eat.....saw wt alcohol can do to a grown up......e mc is suck.....did nt attract e interest of us....onli wan us to shout n shout....ten dey invited a singer tt sae is e next big thing in singapore....well after listening to her singing, i can sae tt she can go n die liao....who do she tink she is....tanya chua....well she is nothing bt a lump of shit....she sing off tune n all she can do during her performance is walk here n walk there ...tt all she can do.....don even noe wtf is she singing......halfway during e games....one of e person performance strip tease on the stage....well he did nt strip to his underwear la....bt he take off his shirt....lol....well e food is nice....bt e service standard is suck....hve to wait veri long b4 someone serve us....ten somemore e dinner start at 9...end arnd 1130....stupid....reach home arnd 12....stupid...don noe y all grown up like to attend tis type of dinner.....haizzzz......

if u don like wt i did, pls tell mi...don let mi keep guessing y u r doing tis....it made mi more scared n more tired.......it will nt change anything...tink will onli made thing worse ten nw......hope tt u can talk to mi

a peaceful dae

2006-01-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

well nothing special 2dae.....jst e same routine...going to sch...study,study n study.......gt bac my cppa paper.....althou is a good result, bt i don feel hapi abt it......well can sae tt tis is e first good happening in 2006.....tml going to take ae e practical test....don feel veri well with it.....tink i nt going to perform veri well....ten tml take bac ap chem test paper.....after hearing shi min sae tt mr ting sae our class still gt failure...damm sad....e test is quite easy.....hope tt i can improve frm e last test which is veri disappointed....ten tml meeting mr ting abt e option.....hope tt my choice will b clearer....cause nw still don noe wt to take.....ten jst nw my father tell mi tt tml i going with him to a dinner....is a business dinner...wtf...hate tis kind of dinner....cause at there is all those uncle talking abt business, while i will sitting like a fool at there.....haizzzz.......

if u r nt hapi with mi, jst tell mi. i will change for you....if u feel u r nt impt, i will place u first in my heart....if u r annoy by mi, i will change ur mood....pls stop avoiding mi....i don wan to lose u

a sad dae

2006-01-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

noticed tt first few daes in 2006 did nt pass as wt i wan...this few daes is veri suay for mi.....feel tt during tis few daes is e lowest point in my life....feel tt there is nothing tt is meaningful in life......hve a quick reflect on the past 16 yrs of my life.....discovered tt i did nt accomplised anything in my whole life.....tink my whole life is a waste.....feel veri moody n veri tired to 2dae.....don noe wt happen to my whole life.....seem to spin arnd one person....n tt is nt mi.....so is veri tired.....life seem to change since tt person come into my life.....don noe is good or bad.....want to hve a veri long break frm sch...bt tt is nt possible....want to escape frm tt person, bt is nt possible. wan to share with frenzz, bt he betray mi......don noe who to trust who nt to trust........nw i noe y adult don wan to grow up....cause child don have trouble.....readli wish tt i did nt grow up, cause there are too many trouble to solve

if i m trouble, who should i look for????? if i m sad, who should i talk to?????

a dae happenings

2006-01-03T20:39:00.000+08:00

discover tt recently tt my mood change veri fast.....like tis morn gt pissed off by tt stupid spammer.....kuku....leave stupid comments.... hate u....ten on way to sp....saw one young kuku....did nt give seat to a old lady....ten a old man give her his seat....damm kuku.....don noe his parent gt teach him or nt.....hve a ap chem test 2dae.....quite easy la....tink can do well.....after tt mood affected by one incidentzzz.....feel sad on e train......don noe y mood change so fast...tink cause grow up liao ba.....haizzzz.....going 2 made choice on my option liao....wan mom to c pt...cause oso don noe wt to choose......tml still gt sch.....recently, tinking of giving up......feel veri tired....tied down by family committment, sch work, and frenzzz......damm tired.....need to juggle between all tis.....veri things seem to b against mi......sch result gt worse n worse.....paarents don understand wt i m going throu at sch.....haizzzz......no mood liao.....

if u r troubled n wan to talk to someone, i will b there for u .......i will nt force u to made any decision.....cause i oso veri tired to ask again.......

e first dae of 2006

2006-01-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

yeah...its 2006.....new yr, new way of living....yestdae don noe who sms my hse phone at 3 n 4 am....siao one la...u don need to slp, i need la....pls don try tis again....i hate to wake up at midnite to listen to some unknown calls....pls don own up if u did it...cause i will kill u..lol...bt any way thks this don noe who cause u send mi new yr greetings....2dae oso did noting, slack arnd e whole dae.....lol.....ten remember tt i still hve a eassy tt i hvent write....eassy is ok...bt need to write in chi......haizzzz, big trouble....bt gt sis to help mi.....finally complete my chi eassy.....wrote abt crap....tml is e last dae b4 sch start.....haizzzzz.....feel tt tis holidae is like noting.....did nt hve a rest at all.....keep rushing report n homewk.....ten sch reopen still gt a test....damm sian.....tink tml ten start to revise la....cause is quite easy la.....hehe....tis term tink cannt pay anymore liao.....going to chiong all e way to feb liao...tis term is make or break term.....will decide which option i go.....lol....anyway..2dae is e first dae of 2006, so new start to my life ba.....bye.....

all human made mistakes......bt whether e mistake is serious or nt depend on others.....so don dwell on tings tt happen in e past....

a look at 2005 n hope for 2006

2006-01-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

in 2005 quite a lot of thing happen n one big change happen in 2005. the biggest change is i study in sp .....is totally different frm sec sch...life in sp seem to pass veri fast....it has been mths since i enter sp...bt it is onli like daes....mayb is because in sp play alot....so time seem to pass veri fast....tis yr i oso receive my olvl result....nt bad...at least can enter a jc....try to go in bt too bad...dey don accept...don noe y....bt at least i try three mth of jc lifestyle n find it is nt suitable for mi...too stress out....seem like there is no life at there....bt nt bad at least gt noe to some fren at thre...like jimmy, heng yong, shao mei n others.....bunch of funni n easy gt going frenzzz....bt part with them after few mth...quite miss them....ten is my sec frenzzz....long time no c liao....lost some of their contact cause lost hp....ten did nt ask frm them.....ten gt to noe new frenzzzz at sp.....boss, weng,cs, xin yu, yu ying, air con, yun har n others...sori tt i did nt mention ur name....bt i m veri glad to noe all of u .....make some wrong decision oso......which i don like to mention.....sori to those tt i offended....veri sori....oso made a big move tt i never did it b4.....sori to tt person if u r offended..veri sori....pls stop avoiding mi...pls....well all had past is past, i oso cannt do anyting liao....

as for my hopes in 2006, hope to gt good result in poly so tt i can enter e option tt i wan....oso hope to hve a veri long holidaes......hope to change my hp again la....cause nt too please with e current one....hope tt i will nt b so blur tings....oso hope to slim down cause ns is coming......omg is onli 2 more yrs onli.....oso hope tt tt person tt avoid mi, pls stop avoid mi la...pls...i readli hope tt we can b bac to e same la....oso hope tt my parents will give mi more allowances....anyway hope to noe more frens in 2006...n wish all hve a hapi new yr n good luck in everyting u do........

e dae b4 2006

2005-12-31T23:54:00.000+08:00

few more hrs to 2006....time seem to pass veri fast 2dae...don noe y....finally complete my ap chem .....at least someting i don need to care liao...noting to do 2dae....noting special happen 2dae...i oso don noe wt to write.....anyway wish all hapi new yr.....let us look forward to 2006...wish all e ting happen arnd u will b good....

when u r sad, i hope to b arnd u to console u. when u r angry, i m willing to b ur punching bag. when u r curious, i will accompany u to discover new things. when u need a listening ear, i will b there to listen to all woes u hve. when u r hapi, i hope to b the first to share e news with.

two dae b4 a new yr

2005-12-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

haizzz....did noting 2dae.....plan to do finish my mip report but too bad no mood....lol.....bt gt some progress la bt nt alot bt is still close to complete la......receive a call frm guo wei to play soccer at sec sch.....at first reject him....bt royston ask mi again....ten c noting to do at home except e report more sianzzz, so decide to go lor....lol.....match start at 3.30.....play till 7.30....damm tired.....halfway receive call frm mom....sae wan to noe whre i m.....ten she sae 2nite go outside eat.....tink she sae fun fun bluff mi....ten play till 7.30....reach home arnd 8....saw my dad dress up liao....tink readli nt bluffing mi....so bathe liao ten go out lor.....bt damm it...did nt warm down...leg cramp.....ten some more headaches....double blow.....still hve to go out eat...cause readli too hungry liao....ten ask mom going whre to eat...sae seafood at east coast....wao...too rich liao....tis mth don noe eat hw many time seafood liao...still go eat.......ten my slim down plan burst liao.....haizzz....bt i still love it ....lol.....reach thre close to 9 liao....spend one n half hrs thre....chat with them abt sch work n other tings....spend $164 for tt dinner...tink is ok la....cause e food is nice...reach home arnd 11...damm tired...bt no choice still need to continue with my report.....

love is someting tt we cannt mesure.....if it can b measure ten it is onli a value.....love is someting tt ppl don teasure.....love is someting tt can overcome all barriers.....love is someting tt we shld hve in our life....